the thought of final goodbyes and the thought of where consciousness goes had me crying on the way back from work
i’m having a very, very acute existential crisis.
at the least a (very handsome customer, i must admit) apologized to me for snapping at me a few days back.
headache still has not gone away, today is going to be long
god bless dijon for somehow still finding me attractive
has anyone ever gotten their food boxed at a restaurant and then not forgotten it in their car?
always afraid everyone will outgrow me
Sometimes I say and do all the wrong things when I’m trying to be kind.
And it makes me think about all the wrong things I’ve ever said in my life that I can still remember.
And I hate myself for even the slightest look I may have given someone.
I don’t know why I’m feeling so badly today about everything, but I’m not sure what triggered it
i feel you and get the same exact way
but it’s okay i’ve never seen you be rude to anyone in your life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hunnies and babies
let the right one in is such a beautiful, melancholy, disturbed movie that i love now forever
nicki brought me in a whole platter of chicken nuggets because last night i was stressed and sad
and it was very sweet of her
but i’m very uncomfortable when people do nice things for me
and that’s a lot of chicken
i was working at bowie the other day and the barista told me he raps and his lyrics were really what made him stand out so he did a verse for me unasked and i knew i was suppose to be listening to the lyrics but i was overwhelmed with the discomfort, awkwardness, and confusion on what to do with my whole entire body that comes with a stranger rapping to just you in a starbucks.
so i was just like
i love it
woke dijon up from a nap when i got home and he was like no get off i need this get away
5 minutes later from the other room
babeeee where are you